Speaking of cleaning up, I should be doing that right now. The blog has taken a backseat because I have found out that I actually CAN'T do it all. Sad. I know. Seriously it has been a really hard October in that I thought I would have finally gotten a groove and balance doing both preschool work and chicken apartment work. But to no avail. I have less time with my babies and am working hard at both my jobs but feel like I am barely keeping my head above water in those things and then with relationships I feel like that I am almost under the water since I rarely have time to maintain those. Ugh. The bright side is that I can continue to see that God is at work and teaching me things. My relationship with Him is growing and changing because clinging to Him to get it all done is my only choice. Hmmm...I guess He knew that and wanted to have me get there. In all this I have had to "clean up" my timesucking activities and unfortunately the computer tends to be one of them. I do miss it though. But not near as much as I miss my family, friends and general downtime.
Friday, November 11, 2011
cleaning up.
Speaking of cleaning up, I should be doing that right now. The blog has taken a backseat because I have found out that I actually CAN'T do it all. Sad. I know. Seriously it has been a really hard October in that I thought I would have finally gotten a groove and balance doing both preschool work and chicken apartment work. But to no avail. I have less time with my babies and am working hard at both my jobs but feel like I am barely keeping my head above water in those things and then with relationships I feel like that I am almost under the water since I rarely have time to maintain those. Ugh. The bright side is that I can continue to see that God is at work and teaching me things. My relationship with Him is growing and changing because clinging to Him to get it all done is my only choice. Hmmm...I guess He knew that and wanted to have me get there. In all this I have had to "clean up" my timesucking activities and unfortunately the computer tends to be one of them. I do miss it though. But not near as much as I miss my family, friends and general downtime.
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Really good to hear Steph, when I am sitting hear crying over the things in my life. I am sorry that all is so busy and hard, but so very thankful that God is holding you dear and teaching you more about His love, grace, and provision. Much love my friend.
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